Paintwood in english - free reading

 They want to know the truth and that's it. I wanted house arrest to have everything served at home. They kept telling me to leave the house. I don't like leaving the house, I like doing these things in my solitary peaceful world. My brain is now lost anyway, my years are numbered and my skull continues to crack up to the forehead, I am condemned to stay in bed. I've gotten used to it and I like writing. What should I do to stay at home near the bed? They keep telling me to get out. I thought about doing that thing there. Isn't it possible to always ask what civilization is? Begging in your house you Nazi piece of shit. Bring me the fucking drugs or I'll stick your head down the toilet. You know, be a good boy, I'll give you sweets, if you ask for it like this I'll give you nougat, but I'll stick a pole straight in your asshole, your brain has the intelligence of an asshole... the most total idiocy of humans: how can you read my mind and not think what I think? You fucked yourself, welcome to Satan's lair. It's always good for you because these things are addictive to me, you should consider yourselves lucky. I didn't trust the platoon and thought they told the marshal everything. I was convinced that he was always informed. Fyd made me tell him to talk to him and I realized that I could understand more things with the synapse, it seemed to increase my intelligence, it is dangerous to read people's minds, it is that boundary that must never be crossed, because if you read a person's thoughts you will think like him because you are reading him, it is very risky and I called it Satan's Den. It's like when you fall into the trap ''you accused me that I did this'' and you accuse me that I accused you, accusations don't exist, they're like reading people's thoughts, the accusations are always mutual. They had to analyze what conditions my attitude as a mafia boss, between the history of the Second World War and Mussolini, the solitude in the room, then they had to see in London what lifestyle I lived, whether locked up or with friends on the streets, they are certain after years of observation that it I am. Then they tried to understand if my father, Uncle Gini or the Italians influenced me, there are many variations, among others films and music. In response I say: the popular story, that of silence, that is, silence leads you to think mafia-like, in fact the strength of the mafia in society is silence, they use the strategy of silence to bring the people closer to them, because they know that ordinary people are very reserved. They saw that I was always looking at them to study what I wanted to know for them to investigate which puts them in the perspective of the mafia's control of his surrounding life. For the anti-mafia I'm lost because I'm too weak of character and very susceptible to being influenced so he says ''always stay close to us so as not to be influenced otherwise we have to arrest you and they also put the TVs glued to my PC'' You don't have the time to understand like me, don't confront each other. promoted. I exclude events outside Sardinia such as New York, but someone tried to shift blame. Better dead but with a soul at peace. I will not have peace until justice is done, I feel sorry for the others. When they kill me, have a good trip. There is a real criminal network in Sardinia which is an understatement to say, and it is very hidden, almost impregnable. Saying she seemed like a good girl, I trusted her. I would never have thought that he had organized this whole affair behind my back. I have never organized any conspiracy behind people's backs other than just writing. Accusations do little against feelings of guilt, this is worse than an accusation, it is making her feel guilty without any accusation, do you understand that accusations don't do any harm? They come and go, but if you say ''I would never have expected this from you, this really hurts people'', people wipe their asses with accusations. I have to explain it slowly otherwise the concept is not understood. It's not easy to make people understand. I have to put all the garnish on it otherwise they won't be convinced. President, they studied law and not these arguments. We need to paint the whole picture of the situation with the cherries on top of the cake, Mr. Judge, told in this way, can you understand it? Do you understand that the accusations don't hurt as much as what I told you? And that they are reciprocal because they come and go and do not remain in the heart but only in the head? Music takes care of the head. It is very difficult for the heart to heal. Indeed there is the death of others, a loved one dies and we forget about the past, this is what death is for, a great idea of ​​God. Those who do not have the heart to mourn death will be disappointed for life. He who becomes cold like a serial killer and kills, that's why I'm not, because I'm a person who mourns death and I get disappointments. However, the continuous provocation in the phase of mental imbalance silences our hearts and kills people. It's not corruption, it's just that if you don't feed them the way they want they won't help you anymore. It seems strange that such honest people exist but I am true, I believe in human rights with my heart. I don't pay the police for arrogance and power but only for protection of life. If I make a mistake I pay and defend myself with my lawyer. Unfortunately I want to be punished by the law. If I make a mistake, my lawyer will defend me, not the police. I pay them only for protection and not the law. If anything it is corruption, paying the law so as not to go to jail, then you call it corruption. I don't pay judges and I will never pay them, I'm a friend of the innocent and the victims, it's a principle I've had since birth. You feel clean inside, in your heart, doctor, having a good heart is beautiful, it feels good. We need to educate the new generations with sound principles. This is why we need to introduce a new subject in school: ''the Italian dictionary'', studying not only the etymology of a word but making a whole reasoning about it, people get offended and immediately angry at the wrong word, it is also useful for keeping everyone at bay and calm. I had been intuiting for years: why don't they teach us to study the Italian dictionary in school? It should be a subject. The word is like the sword, then I will explain the painting. I'm not well, I need a break. Everyone must understand the value of art, there is nothing more valuable than a painting in the world, not even a Ferrari. Why do rich people spend thousands of dollars on a painting? Because they know it, not because a gallery owner tells them, if the gallery owner tells them they don't buy it, they feel mocked by the nice words and humiliated in their intelligence. You will never see a Tesla or a Ferrari for 1,000,000 dollars, only a painting can have that value, more than a house. I want everyone in the world to understand this, even the less educated and the farmers. I want people to understand why a painting sells for $1,000,000. Whose fault is it if people don't understand this? Not the poorly educated people, but those who don't make them understand, the gallery owners. That's why I kept arguing with Alie, he put prices low just to make some money, increase the price, art is a luxury and always will be, unfortunately it's not for everyone, it's only for the rich