The law above the law - 3 pages

         The law above the law

11.24am very strong anxiety attack that takes your breath away close to a panic attack. Wanting to escape as far as possible, to fly into the sky. I had seen it on TV a few minutes earlier. The perception of holding the book skin-deep had no effect.

Thought: Hardcover, I was curious to see it.

11.52am more anxiety. The pain in my eyes has disappeared, they hurt for several weeks but now they no longer burn.

I felt a hand in my ''kidney'' giving it to me he tore and the pain disappeared, there was no more burning... blue. M of miracle.

Of course, having other adventures again and then writing other books would be nice, the journey to House of San Fra. 

- Do you think I've run out of superpowers? I have more in store.

Did Ran know about the horns? No, this is a very important discovery that will change the course of history. It is God's plan, destiny.

- You can't understand what you've discovered, you can't make me understand. It all seems normal to you like a game and you don't realize it. You're crazy, completely crazy. 

- No, I am little things from nothing. A multiplication table.

- You call it a multiplication table?

- And what is it?

- The answer to everything. To everything.

- Do you think people understand that? I mean the not crazy ones, the responsible ones. What value could something like that have?

- All the money in the world, they will go to war to get it. Turn off the light and hide, you're up to your neck in shit.

- Am I living in the real world or is it all fake?

Where do I run to now?

- Where would you like to escape? Stop and do nothing more, what did you see in the notebooks?

- Nothing, death.

- Death?

- That I was right. It's possible.

- Look for a place to hide, they will look for you. 

Nobody understood anything about it anyway, nobody believed it.

- Leonardo left you his legacy, he loved you.

Stopping like this, waiting for my death for fear of seeing absolute perfection.

For fear of having control of the world. Who knows when I'll start again.

When I find courage again. I don't think so and I think I'll be left waiting for my time in the hot bed :-) I've done mine, I don't want to do anything else anymore. I stop for a long time, I'm not convinced I'll finish it... it seems dangerous.